[I was supposed to publish this last night, but then I fell asleep before I even got the chance to publish it so... :)) ]

Have you ever had something so near yet it feels far?

It's like you can almost grasp it, but you can never get a hold of it?

How it's just standing close and it's within your reach, yet you can't touch it?

I have never longed for something this much. It's making me sad, because reality made a wall I cannot cross right now. It's frustrating and confusing at the same time... and I know I'm smarter than this.

I am smarter than this.

Run away, so I can breathe.